alone but happy

alone but happy

Friday, December 21, 2012

Touchdown PINAS 2012



                                      (Itinerary of my happy happenings)

MAY 15 – travel some of a lonesome! goodbye jizan (for the meantime) L from jizan to Jeddah  and that 4hrs stopover makes my large intestines ate my small intestines..hahaha

MAY 16 –the eagle has landed.. oohhh the chubby landed pla! Yey my walad and bint will pick me up… so excited to see arabels! Its been a long time since the last time we saw each other! IMY much!
It’s late already and we still need to find a crib to settle in! at last shogun hotel  captured our tired soul! Goal is to find a good dine, but we fail! Mang inasal –sucks! Im deprived…Time to take rest! Instead!

MAY17- already called mom and dad and inform that I was here already! Surprise!
Megamall-ing with my mega friends.. oh btw nice meeting you mardi… and riding on LRT once again –namiss ko to! Haha then pigging out at yellow cab is love!
My first splash on the pool, ara,marlon and I had so much fun…. Watta good feeling! Thanks to shogun for a nice and cozy accommodation + the mouthful buffet brekky! (the best in the west)

MAY18- ate and marg will arrive anytime soon, after 6years this is it! A double dose of surprise it is! Sta.rosa peeps better be ready! And im excited for crispy pata, sisig and pancit!
Time to go home now! Thanks ethel for dropping by and for the sumptuous cake! Nom..nom! (Before I forget im so flattered coz all of them are telling im so fair now! Alabet)
Marg distribute her gifts to us! Oohh I have a big teddy! Ive named it “spanky beybeh”
Oooppsss unexpectedly me and ate rea and her fam bumped each other @leeks and I never thought that it would be the last (I hope not) I will miss you ate, good that were able to hug each other so tight! huhuhu
We went to lolo and lola’s house to say hello! (surprised)

MAY19- bonding time with family @ ipic yey! The siblings’ reunion! And dine @ deluxe resto

MAY20- palengke and ukay-ukay day with mah bebe ethel J

MAY21-  bebe’s invade leeks…. Treat ng balikbayan na si kim! Haha parang ako nde! Bonding with my highschool fellas…  jaw exercise is a must! (keep laughing)
Me and miko @jetshell –ang inet prend!haha

MAY22- packing things for dora’s getaway!

MAY23- time check: hey sissie wake up! Were heading to manila, (and she’s excited on her first airplane exp)! Yipeeee
On boarding lounge: took our first photo together! (me,rois,ate and marg) excited to visit boracay!
Hello kalibo! And our 2hrs bus drive to the seaport plus 30mins of boat ride plus 30mins of land drive and hurray! Our tired feet touch the sand and waves of the beach! Weeehooooo  (la carmela de boracay) sightseeing and exploring the wonders of boracay!
We took a nap so that were gonna get energized and be ready for a big time meal later!
Night life in boracay was fun filled and wild,but what will I do if im with two lil wholesome kids and one conservative aunt?! Nyahahhaha
Waaaaahhhhh I love eat all you can resto! So much of lechon, lechon kawali, sisig, bbq and a lot of pork dishes on my tummy! So full!

MAY24- wake up beach buddies! Wear on your swimsuits and we’ll knocked em down! Rawr! Funny that when where about to take some dip with our swimsuits on, that heavy rain pours and all the waves are splashing on us when we get out of the hotel! Argh! Irritated! So no choice! Were stranded at the souvenir shop then try to swim on the pool instead!
It took maybe 2hrs until we finally embraced that salty water! I love waves! But I hate the sizzling sun… (sayang ang pinaghirapan kong pagputi sa Saudi…masusunog lang sa bora)haha
Marg and leng had so much fun under the sun! They are too tan! Euw! Then Time for ice cream.
Oh boy! Tito boy abunda is on the house meyn! Frustrating that I wasn’t able to hug him coz im soaked! Errr!
Pizza and pasta for our dinner, after trying the buffet dinner yesterday that so happen ate suffer from abdominal cramps, maybe she’s just bloated after eating a lot of crabs and oysters, indeed, she ate a lot!hehe

MAY25- BORA is over! After a quick dip and brekky,time to fix our stuffs and say good bye to boracay.
A delayed sched flight to manila results to gluttony! That Couple of hours staying @ the airport is such a pig out for everyone, the suman was so delicious, smokin’ cup noodles,the bistek rice toppings was awesome, the waffles are so delightful, and not to forget marg’s first encounter at crispy pop rice! Yum for the 4 of us! Wagi!
Pasay to cabsy… 4hrs bus drive with my sis… so tired but my mind set can’t focus to sleep, I was thinking about what will happen if we bumped in again(that hooker), And the fact that im so tired and it was gonna be too late for us to arrived home.

MAY26- at 3am it all happened… period! Stressed and pissed off! (1st  attempt)

MAY27- rest day and expectation (ASAlizing) day! (Haven’t heard of him at all) -user!

MAY28- 2KMOL’s ghetto – jumbo jeep ride with ara,marlon and trixie (chaperone) to meet up with miko and gee @ ipic.. (excited much) kabagot sa mall, nothing’s new! Lafang at the newbie resto flavors of china…-delisyoso! Then after some jaw exercise isaw time naman…. And had fun @ game zone then we got bored and decided to go out again and went to barj café, nacho loco + our fave frappes…
We’re always FUNGRY! 2kmol it is!

MAY29- hair treatment time! Yey!

MAY30- marrey will be back in Qatar  in a few days, im thankful that she contacted me and tried to meet up before leaving, she went @ leeks resto together with some friends and o-la chika blues!
The sun will soon to set down, marrey left already, and I was surprised that my friend jen sent me a message and ask me if im free to dine out that day! So she went @ leeks after her duty to meet me up and so happy that we’re able to bond again same as before! A lot of gossips and new stories spit out of our mouths while enjoying the heavy meal we ordered! I miss you big time!

MAY31- excited na ang team sta.rosa for our BAGUIO trip! We are all tired the whole week esp ate and marg but still we need to patch all things up in such a lil time left, bonding it is while were travelling.. Taking pix and capturing every moment together as much as we can (never mind the moody weather)… and our mission was done! Eating the most delicious “ube” in town… yummy!

JUNE1- ate and marg’s farewell… both of you will definitely be missed.. thanks for that numbered but unforgettable days here with us, you know that we’re such a small clan and we should loved each other well! Im teary coz this happens only in maybe years again after! Not a decade perhaps. Lols

JUNE2- tambay mode!

JUNE3- went to kath’s place and bring my pasalubong for tita ampie and tito Edwin, a tasty pancit is served for my hours of stay and bonding with tita ampie… namiss ko bigla c kath! Ahuhuhu
Then someone is eagerly waiting.. yes im coming don’t cha worry! Prepare your bed for me arababes! (Sleepover) Bugged that very slow jumbo jeep that drove me over your place! Grrrr
Getting ready for HONGKONG tomorrow… what would be up for us? What would be the weather condition? What we’re gonna wear? Hahaha so many questions… so we tried navigating the map and ask the weather forecast! (ansabe? My thunderstorms daw so we decided to wear pants!)

JUNE4- uber nice ng hongkong airport! Thumbs up! Anyare? Ang inet ng weather! Haha
now what? I think we’re lost!haha now let’s go take a ride in a so called train! So cozy! So VIP! 2 stations only and maybe 30-1hr ride to our destination.
Lodging in along Nathan road,near to Kowloon Park. And our first octopus mtr adventure! Awww watta huge train station.
After visiting Kowloon park, were now seeking for that famous “the peak tower”, for whatever reason behind this “the peak tram”… all we can say is that were so damn tired searching for that, all are sweats went to our brain cells.. and wholla we found yah! “the peak” consists of train going onto that top of the mountain to finally see the beauty of HK, and that souvenir shops inside and of course madamme tussauds wax museum, arrgh im so frustrated coz all Ive ever wanted was to take a photo together with Jackie chan (my idol)but we should pay!.. I don’t have money so what do I expect?! (looser)
Then we went to visit avenue of stars and guess what?! We strive to look for the name of Jackie chan on the walk of fame and glad we did, but that’s after a very long, tiring walk we had, I think a kilometer maybe?! Lols
Watching the symphony of lights as their main event every 8pm, as all the buildings surrounding the bay glittered by lights and to mention the choreography was cool…so fun to watch plus the beauty of partial eclipse seized the momentum.
As we go further, hongkong trip will not be complete without trying their street foods at the night market!
The good thing here is that everywhere we can access a connection, especially at our hostel, the wifi is so good! Tired but still need to update our fb status! Nyahhahahha

JUNE5- can’t wait to see the hidden mickey (char)! We’re up to DISNEYLAND (a whole day for this) im so amazed on how they detailed each pieces of everything here @ Disneyland.. so creative!
And this is it, ara and I wearing shorts and fuck all the girls here, they are skinnier and flawless as ever! Arrrghhh (kami na ang wow LOGS)

JUNE6- before the sun rises up, we need to hitch a cab early to catch our flight, unfortunately we’re not able to visit MACAU because no more time left… bye to HK, indeed we really had fun! A new chapter on my life…
Pinas, nakita n nmn kita… hehe

JUNE7- aun oh.. rest day kuno! (waiting for ara’s uploads..)

JUNE8- bound to manila to renew my PRC license… and the bad news is…. Tadan…… express lane is suspended! So meaning I’ll not get my card in a blink! 1month is way too long!
Major turn off! (2nd attempt) whew! I cant imagine that… awkward and im terrified!
In fairness im saved in the nick of time… all my sweats and nerves get in the way! I will not forget to forget about that incident! Lols
I will not missed the chance to visit St. jude cathedral! AMEN.
“DIVISORIA” oh I so miss this crowded place! Time to shop for my pasalubong!
After my long day, now im Excited to see tito renz and family plus our new baby @ san mateo, rizal, he picked me up and went straight to their house,,, ooohhhh nagpalibre pa pla ako s chicboy for our dinner…
Sleeping over there is not on my plan but they insisted to, so I have no choice but yeah  I agree coz its already late then.

JUNE9- Im still here in manila and I have lots of get together lined up in cabsy, that’s why I don’t want to get laid there that night…  4hour ride here we go! Need to freeze the clock, wait for me guyz
Finally im home,,,hahaha my mom is a bit angry coz as I stepped inside our house, just 30mins and ill stepped out again… (gala mode)
Meeting up with ethel, hmm just a quick stroll at the mall and pigging out is our hobby, not to forget some jaw exercise in it!
Then after, unwinding with leeks peeps @ guzzle bar and café, some chips and drinks completed the scene, A night of weary hearted gellas. ( the waving sounds at that super big speakers was so irritating, good thing the band is terrific) yeah and we’re getting tipsy baby!

JUNE10-“ in the aer- e- aer” surprisingly he asked me out to attend a mass and maybe to dine out, I guess. It was fun meeting new friend, especially a stranger again.. he’s a gentle man indeed!
We went to barj café and guzzle, a couple of hours made us comfortable with each other… (1st  base? I thought so…lols)

JUNE12 – “independence day” yes it is… right guys?! We’re so independent! “TUESDATE” with miko en ara.
Itinerary: leeks+mega+cakeland+guzzle = BURP! Alabyu guys.. really! And skype-ing with kath

JUNE13 – DIVI time with ethel, shop en shop again…. Need to complete the stuffs listed on my pocket list… yey and we’re done
Ooopppsss we did it again… rise and shine here in manila but we’ll surely not miss the foodtrips! Busog much!
Pahabol na lakad.. 711 meet up. ???

JUNE15- surprise visit from gee, chikahan mode at leeks
(wedding pla ng bakulaw) arrrgh! Hooker!

JUNE17- mam kemi and mam dura! Me and ethel at our most awaited movie trip kimmy dora 2 @ ipic movie house.. my gawd naman sa haba ng pila oh.. parang pila lang s school pg enrollment!
Siomai and isaw, our best buds! Tsssaarrraaap!

JUNE18- baby’s day out! all are excited! Yey atlast our date with my bebe xyriq and boyeye… ehem and he’s the one who planned it, he wanted it on Monday @ 5pm at Jollibee crossing and chicboy!

JUNE19 – a haircut is really a stress reliever for me! Awwww got my weird bangs again…
Bonding time with mudra as we scheduled juggy at PMC and of course my mom’s treat for my emo days… SISIG!
Then I posted my photos on fb, my friends reacted meanly! Hahaha they know that if Ive  done a haircut, there’s a reason behind that… friendship really runs even if we’re miles apart!

JUNE20- im irritated the whole day, all are asking and teasing me about how will I bang my bangs! Oh really I cant handle it! (Regretful)

JUNE21- juggy’s endoscopic procedure (thank God he’s fine) kamusta naman ung bawal dw mgdrive ung patient after ng procedure, oh well no choice cya din kc ang driver..hehe at ngpalibre pa kami ni mame ng lunch!hahahahaaha alabyu dadey!
Ooppssiee dooppssie my mind and heart is in chaos! Where to go next?And with whom?
-ethel en kim @ sisha corner
-early dinner with aer
-miko,labli, ara are on their way @ my place
-“A” is rushing me about that.
-------OMG! Im indecisive, who’s my 1st priority? My 2nd? 3rd?
(3rd attempt): “A” won! Even if ara and lovely  are already at the resto and ethel en kim are gonna leave na, still I know you love me guys, im so sorry but I need this…hahahahaha “call of the meat” muna.. later na kayo ha…ahihihihi try to understand me guys and pls no interruptions okay?
And it was a dream come true, sad but true, still enjoying his company… I miss the old times dude!
Argh….ngayon lang ako na stress ng ganito.. hirap magpalusot pero enjoy pag nakalusot.. so am i! (glee)
Now they are terribly angry with me, joyce, Harold and the rest of the gang are waiting for me there @ barj café….. im coming…im on my way… lil more patience pls????!
And here I am now, a lot of rumors and gossiping about me.. KEENES kayo! Wag nyo na ako ibuking guys!hehe
Aer will arrive in a few, after trying to kept him waiting for hours,,, naka survive din!hahahaha
Party till we drop na… after spending cups of coffees (hey miko nkailang coffee ka ha… bayaran mo un), time to fill in our liver! Gotta get some beer @ ZAPPs and be a party animal, we miss HS days…
We’re not done yet, another round of coffee and laughs @ SELECT
Sleepovers are the best especially when you’re with the coolest friends on earth! (Flat down @ my crib)

JUNE22- And this is the worst part for letting them sleep over my place, is that when im about to take them a ride home, my gawd! ALIAGA bus never changed… (hontogol pa din) lols
Skype date with my piggy pink team, chikahan blues… hay lapit na umuwi.. miss nyo nb ako?hehehe

JUNE23- my netbook got broken?! WTF? Im only counting hours then why did it happened to you my dear lappie… huhuhu maybe its because of our skype-ing last night? I guess!hahahahaha

JUNE24 – “DE JA VU” with bebe ethel…. Tadan….. the usual routines MCDO-IPIC-GJ-SELECT
Awww I so labyu my pren… ganito din tayo last time… ill miss this…. See you after 10 yrs!lols
Oooppsss kla ko makaka homerun aq that night! Actually im not prepared but who knows what gonna happen right?! #ASA

JUNE25- spending quality time with my family by eating mom’s spaghetti.  yikes… no crying moments ok?!
Im stressed na… in a few hours ill be leaving them again… argh di ko na alam cno unahin… I had trouble sending messages thru text, sending my PMs at FB, answering all those calls coming in, packing my things, bonding with my lil sissie, oh help me dear!
They say that some guys dare not to dare! Yeah… you’re “afraidee aguilar” pla AER eh…hahaha come here!
And some unexpected calls that really wanders me!

JUNE26- here we go sago! Time check 8:30am, gotta leave the house and go straight at the terminal, only my mom, dad will drive us then my bro will go along  with me…. Unfortunately my sisters and xyq are in school so im so alone!huhuuhuhu
I can’t explain…. Mixed emotions! Im sad that im leaving and sadder because ill be back there again! Haha
Here’s another round of cranky story, my unforgettable yet nerve wracking experience.
Good thing that I arrived early, damn! My oec receipt was a major problem, when I went there @ ofw lounge they told me I need to issue a new oec receipt and to be able to get that I need to go to poea, well atleast they have a newly open poea expresslane but here’s the sad part I don’t have any money left on my pocket, I already exchanged it into SR (300sr to be exact)… my goodness gracious what will I do then?!
Then I took a taxi ride,ahmm maybe 10mins away from the airport, take note since I don’t have any peso I tried to convinced the taxi driver to buy my 100 SR, then he said yes! Oh thank God!
Then I still need to find a money changer coz imp about to pay 1500 pesos… while searching around, I slipped out on the floor with my knees and with all those people looking at me… I am so ASHAMED! (hebigat naman kc ng aking hand carry) ok end of katangahan story!
Then going back to the airport, thanks to some of our kabayan who hitched a ride for me to the airport!
Yey and im finally checking in… oooopssss still another disaster coming in, my luggage is overweight,it should be not more than 32kgs per baggage even though I had my alsfursan account it doesn’t matters now.
And I never thought that I would the same thing as what others told me, (I only heard that stories) now im on it! Demn! Unpacking and sorting my stuffs where/which of this and this and this to put in.. my gawd… its incredibly shameful… now what?! I have my 32kg luggage + 15kg additional “bayong” (it sucks) + 10kg “tiis-ganda” hand carry + my laptop = a down to earth chubby girl who seems to carry all the weights of the earth! Charing!
Im super fungry and tired,all my muscles aches! (ana ebga voltaren) while im sitting @ the lobby I remember that grace was telling that the siomai here are delicious, so before my tummy growls angrily I should feed them now… ill try that “siewmai” and It didn’t frustrates me.. yeah it was so good yet so expensive…char!
And in 5,4,3,2,1…. Boarding now! See you Riyadh in a few! (oh not a few.. it’ll take loooooong time sitting in vain at the plane)
Manila – Riyadh – Jizan = hello sandstorm! Etong salubong ng hopeless place sakin? Esh hada?!
Yiheeeee smelling the aroma of al emeis! Do I miss this?! Naaaah kinda!
Chit chatting now with my sistah’s”

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~~~~~~~~~~ and this is how we started talking….hahaha ang gugulo pa din natin.. namiss ko kayo ng bongga gellas…. Hope youre all ready for my chika’s hehehehe
 
My vacay has been a meaningful one…. Thanks for my loved ones whos been with me through this 44days journey… <3

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------chetot :)

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Ghost of my dreams (booo)


Anyone who has ever been on the powerless side of a bad or unhealthy relationship knows that you spend a lot of time thinking about how you are being victimized and trying to reverse it. Whether you’re consciously aware of it and fighting for respect or reciprocity or whatever else, or even if you don’t quite get it yet but are preoccupied with feeling anxious and worried and insecure all the time, the fundamental focus is on what is being done to you and how it feels bad or unjust or wrong. This is an expected reaction; even in the types of relationships that play out entirely on the other person’s terms, one can’t possibly avoid internalizing what is going on and processing it in terms of how it makes one feel. Even if you are making excuses for the other person’s behavior, it’s still an attempt to justify why they are harming you.
But sometimes there comes a point in relationships where you have to be honest with yourself and take responsibility for what you are allowing yourself to be put through. Most of the time when people just can’t seem to move on, the primary fundamental reason is because they quite simply don’t want to. I think a lot of times people are willing to subject themselves to these unpleasant conditions because it’s easier to justify when you can say, “this situation is bad because someone else is imposing badness on me, and they shouldn’t be doing that.” While that sentiment isn’t untrue, at some point you need to have a reality check and a stern conversation with yourself where you realize that you are allowing that person to impose badness on you. You have to give up the ghost.
When someone is hurting you it can be really easy to focus on how at fault they are, to cry to your friends and call your mom and eat ice cream and read self-help books and watch Dr. Phil and try to process a million other ways. And that’s okay and good and healthy. But at some point in a prolonged, painful situation, you have to make a decision whether you want to subject yourself to that any longer, or whether it’s time to give up the addiction, get off the rollercoaster, and get on with life. Because simply being the innocent victim doesn’t make you blameless; you have a responsibility to yourself to take yourself out of the equation when it just isn’t functioning.
Admitting defeat is probably the hardest thing to do and feels like a slap in the face on top of all of the blows you’ve already taken. But the relief of the exorcism is worth the fight.

“A” for awaited (sin city)



A’s For :
Accidentally planned
 Awkwardness (indeed)
Approachable kind guy
 Adultery? Lols
Agry bird that catches my attention! *grin
Applause for his gentlemanly side
Against the clock
Aaaahhh eeehhhh beat that!


We’ve accidentally talked about this one, it’s just happen that he asked if know C*****, (if only he’ll know that im also using that account) for sure he’ll kill me to death!haha
Then it started our conversation that lasts into lust! Lols! I mean it end up to a naughty convie… anyway we’re just open to each other! No malicious feelings involved! Wew!
And my vacay got nearer and so our promise to make out! Geeezzz really awkward! I don’t know if he’ll be serious about it coz he didn’t communicate with me here at cabsy, I thought he’s not that brave enough, and broke his promise, but im so gaga that I didn’t notice he sent me a message and asked about if im here and if we really gonna do that! So I said yes if he wanted to.. :P we set that up but too much alibis I heard from him; he’s busy, and so im not? Is that what he thought? so maybe we’ll just call it all off. But then he budded at the wrong time!
Demn! I have some commitment that day and all I thought was we’re going out the next day! Aarrgh! Im not prepared! Rushing is challenging anyway! hahahahahaha
Then the lights are dimmed! Ahihihihi a lot of good and funny conversation and stories shared and im loving it! Im right! Whenever im with him, no dull moment, teasing each other is all I misses from our good old days! Yay! *kilig factor?!hehe
“Small but big” as my Indian friend quoted this one! I can say that it is.. hahaha first time that I didn’t bother to say “ouch”! thumbs up!  He just wanna take it nice and slow! –usher ikaw ba yan?hehe
Kill me if im lying! lols
The sad part is,,,, were “bitin” darn that lot of text messages and phone calls from the said commitment to others… they’re really interrupting my moment! Hahaha its my dream!lols!
As we part ways, good thing that he still asking if im ok or what! Still have that manly side that it doesn’t end up there! Friendship goes along…and yet here I go again, happy but a lot of question in mind,
Where do I go from here?! 

Finally giving up? I should!


I confront him, what’s the real score between us and the both of them. Unfortunately I failed to know the truth; an honest answer is all I want.
Until then I discovered that he’s getting married and all that white lies that he’s talking about is that he’s still single and yet no gf! WTF?!
Why he kept on saying that he want us to be together and don’t leave him??! ERRRRR… why he’s doing this? What he really want? That entire “paasa” thing what else does he wants me to do or think? DARN!
It’s really irritating every time he’ll send me a message; I sense no seriousness, love and care at all! Anyway from the start I know he’s not capable getting serious with me though! Crap! And yet the last conversation we’ve had he told me that is he just part of my enjoyment? At the back of my mind is he crazy? What’s on his mind to say that? Ugh! If only I could throw your words back to you and by saying try to eat that oh pls! I should’ve cursed you! Biatch*
Up to the last time before he’ll tie the knot, he still giving shits of promises on me. Pissed!
Go on girl, he’s not worth it! Giving my time on him makes me realize that time is gold and I shouldn’t waste that to anyone who doesn’t deserve anything! That BEAST makes my bangs got worse! The bangs that made my friends get banged!
“Someone like you” by adele I so love to hate you now… coz every time you’re on my playlist, I’m kinda weary and freaky! Ohhhhh time flies so as my anger…
Now I’m facing reality alone and hoping that someone will rekindle the fire of my coldness! CHOS!


Friday, July 20, 2012

Once a HOOKER, always a HOOKER!




Watta spice of life it is… we got hooked, we got drunk, we play, we kiss, we make out but all went to nothing. Does he really care or what? Who am I for him since before? All this time there are lot of Q’s hanging on my head! Fed up on one sided love story! I can’t explain why imp hooked with this kind of darn thing! Wasn’t really my attitude or my vision in life! Cause honestly im a hopeless romantic girl wishing a fairy tale ending not as liberated as Im into now! Yes im open minded of whatever it may happen in reality, but I regret doing that now (keep it a secret)

Imp not really attracted to him, he’s not a good looking as you may think, but it makes sense why I want him, its because he has dreams and plans and I thought my future will be secured for both of us –a wise guy! And a wise girl am I to use my brains keeping it on top of my heart. But hey! Before I ought to see ourselves together, it has gone already! (Sad part)

The story of us ended already before it was started.  Indeed at the back of my mind right before Ive met him I know he’ll not be serious with me, and my instinct was right! (f*ck that “paasa boys” and “asalizing girl- me) I swallowed my pride! Demn! At some point it’s my fault, I know!

To start the story of my hilarious mistake! Pls don’t get me wrong, I know im hard headed and maybe you may think that im crazy and promiscuous! Don’t be,J

Im here to enjoy my vacay, but before that, that beast flirted on me on fb and when I was at boracay he used to send me messages trying to get back our closeness, I smell a revenge that’s why I flirted on him in return, he asks again if im available to meet him up after my trip, so I said yes, and t’was freaky! He asks me out @ 3am right after I arrived from manila, crap! Im so tired dude, and wth would be my alibi to mom, (a despedida of my friend at 3am?hahaha I hope mom would not be curious for that matters)
He picked me up at 3am and unfortunately my mom insisted to go with me and meet my friends… (my nerves are cracked) good thing I was able to stop my mom from asking who’s gonna pick me up!
Then we meet up, still the same, were not that intimate in public, and guess what he really looks like a beast now!LOLS. as usual we went to a place and did the same thing again! Dirty me!

Trending topic with my friends now is that I spent 2hours ONLY with that beast! So shameless am I, telling that awful story to my barkada. Hahaha  Oh come on… who would be happy for that, yeah I didn’t enjoy that! That’s so weird! I think hes not the guy ive known before.. t’was completely different!
Alright enough for that freaky thing, but you know what makes me really pissed off that time? Its when he asks me to buy him a cup of coffee! (ofw nmn dw kc aq kaya aq dapat manlibre) WTF KAPAL!


Wednesday, July 18, 2012

ASSHOLE-y shit!



It makes me wanna hate to fall asleep because of dreaming.
Daydreams are better than of nightmares that make me BITTER!

Is it really necessary to actually see you on my dreams? (over and over again) there’s a saying that if someone tend to appear on your dreams, meaning “that” someone is always thinking of you or the contradiction of that is your now ready to let them go.. what’s the sense? Still cant figure it until now!hehe I thought I may be the one who always thinking of him that’s why he always appeared on my dreams! 
(and that was creepy).
You’re making me sick, for whatever reason for that, I don’t know! After all we’re nothing but nothing! 
(sad face)
Yes I admit some regression and jealousy, but hoping for their happiness, they should be doing that for me in return!hehe see I didn’t bother to confront them! (Biatch)

But how will I beg a “karma” for both of them, if God knows im the only one who hoped and assumed that 

we have something goin’ on?! So hard to expect! The worst is ive already lost him!
Woah sometimes I wanna jump into a creek, take a deep breath and cry out loud at the dessert or to simply scream to the wind saying: oh geeezzz why I felt like this?! We were nothing?! I just do hope and wished that if every time im gonna think of him he’ll be choked to death to remind him of me! LOLs

"turn off the lights"




It’s a funny kind of story, when I went to manila, hooking up with him was not planned but imp prepared though, coz in fact he’s not my type of guy and I didn’t like him. We haven’t spoken for a long time (can’t even remember the last time we’re together) I can’t believe that we’ve dated that day! Geeez he’s kind,yes but really I don’t like him, I just used him to carry all my things I shopped at divi.
Im hungry! And I can sense that he will ask me to make out.. and im right… but that was late when we decided to do that… hahahaha really funny, this was the first time I got to make out with a guy that is so noisy (for God sake) I don’t know how to react in that moment!hahahahaha (big laugh) and so my rude attitude pops out.. I grab the controller and turned off the lights!!!!!!!! Dilemma! (dilim ah) seriously it has no source of light at all….. then he noticed and asks why?! He told that he thought imp gonna surprise him and make a wild move on him…that was creepy! Your definitely wrong dude!
I turned it off simply because I don’t want to see or really  cant figure it out if he’s on top of me or even making love on me! Foolish me!hahahaha it’s just that when nature calls…
It was a quickie day for us. Like hello! My tito would kill me.. he’s about to pick me up that time when we were together! Oh God thank you.. im saved at the nick of time! That was really horrible!

Friday, April 6, 2012

6 Reasons WASPs Make Terrible Boyfriends


1) They don’t learn how to take care of people. In the WASP world when someone gets sick, they go to the hospital, or to rehab or to an old folks home. People don’t get treated in the house by their family, this is outsourced. Growing up you don’t even clean your own home or care for your own children. People from this kind of upbringing don’t learn how to be caregivers. They don’t learn the importance of falling back on your family or taking someone under your wing.
2) They don’t know how to fix things. In WASP culture if something breaks, you replace it or pay a professional to fix it. This creates a class of idiots who have to rely on what they view as witch doctors to tell them anything about the things they own. This view passes over to people. If someone isn’t perfect, farm them out to a therapist. It doesn’t occur to a WASP that you yourself might actually have to engage in some problem solving in order to fix your relationship issues.
3) They drink a lot, in the bad way. I’m all for dating people who drink a lot, they’re fun. WASPs are not fun, and they don’t drink to be fun. WASPS drink to get tranquil and numb their feelings so they can go on pretending they don’t have any. OMG this is so unappealing I can’t handle it.
4) They’re passive. WASPs don’t like conflict. They like talking about conflict and farming the actual aggression out to lawyers. This is gross. Man up.
5) They phone it in. WASPs expect everything to be about them. Their mothers treat them this way, why wouldn’t you? They have no knowledge of the actual pressures of life, nor are they interested in discovering them. They just float by, following their parents wishes, marrying someone attractive but not feisty, having the absolute average number of children. Where’s the passion?
6) They’re obsessed with image. And they brought us madras. yikes.

>>>>from tumblr post!

Saturday, March 31, 2012

365 days rewind: “we found love in a hopeless place”


Ang teleserye ng totoong buhay sa loob ng bahay ni big brother awad

1.Waiting at the OFW lane.. and it all started here!
2.That egg or ful and LASAGNA thing!
3.How about the very cold ambience @ Riyadh stopover
4.Eh ung maipit ang aking maleta sa luggage counter? grrrrrr
5.Ang pag ikot-ikot sa airport kakahanap ng pupuntahan!ayan napagod kakahila ng maleta!
6.Maling akala: sa pagsakay ng shuttle bus thru the plane.. feeling ko nmn un na ang mgddala smin s jizan…hahahaha
7.Ang van ni mizan na amoy mizan going to the beautiful place called “al emies polyclinic” haha sarcastic?
8.Eh ang pagka atat sa unang pagkain ng broasted chicken from aldewan na tumagal ng ilang araw na ulam?
9.All was surprised about our accommodation –oh well period!
10.Moving out @ 2nd floor was a disaster.. cno ang ndi na high s amoy ng wall paint?
11.1 small room+ 2 2double decked beds+the most beautiful mattresses on earth+ 1pair of comforter+1 big frige+1TV+4cabs+1 broken table to dine on = 4 pretty gals who is ready to jive their selves on a 2year journey together
12.“Ansakit na sa likod” –hinaing naming dhil sa panget at manipis na foam.. luckily we got plywood that is already a trash
13.Our flatmates : lamya,aziza and ahlem! Ke dudugyot!
14.Times that we’re not able to cook, eat, drink, prepare ourselves in our own way
15.And the alarm clocks says “gising na” newbies time to take a shower where all others are all in deep sleep.
16.Wearing abaya outside on a hot summer! Oh mushkila… BASKIL itey! (as in bas kili kili) no wonder why they smell like that!
17.DUTY TIME: with our very big new uniforms: me @ OB, grace @ ENT maebelle @ PEDIA ate erma @ xray dept
18.Before we slept @ 12mn and woke up @ 6am and now? Don’t ask us!
19.Oha..learning arabic language! (as a beginners, of course we jot down notes in a small piece of paper and kept on our pockets)
20.The fashion of wearing ABAYA! And 1hr to arrange TARJA! I hate it!
21.Our first mall tour. Mall tour? Celebrity ba?hahahaha amazed nmn ang beauty ntin sa kanilang so called mall, even if malls in pinas are a lot better than these…
22.Grocery time with limitations? Oo ganito kmi d2… 2hours only to buy all things for 1 month and imagine that we look like sardines when travelling via our van!
23.Sura-sura during  salah time… is a must!
24.Our time card are just so funny! Wrong spelling correct! KSA it is!
25.Play and photo shoot time during an 8-4 duty with grace
26.Making new friends especially Indian ones
27.Ang pagkain sa hapag kainan sa lapag! Ahihihi no choice!
28.Our first love “Thompson” ahihihihi
29.Counting down all the monthly events makes days so swift for us
30.Experiencing “sandstorm” makes all my stuffs in the room gets freakin’ dirty!
31.Sticking a note on the mirror, and saying “ate, paki charge laptop ko” “eto timecard nyo” etc…..
32.Arranging our cabinets and unpacking our suitcases over and over again.. OC?
33.Interactions between mama,baba, walad and bint
34.We met our medical director… he isn’t deserved to be called MD! Why I care?
35.CPR.. oh God “venus” ikaw na ang Goddess! BOW!
36.Our names on the CPR guest list… hahahaha that’s all I can say!
37.Its my first time to wear my uniform twice in a row, ehemmmm even 3x (ssshhhh)
38. Always wearing tarja on duty makes our hair frizzy and hard to manage.. and guess who among us doesn’t suffer  from HAIRFALL? Maybe none L
39.Being off on a Friday!
40.Remember the “do you love me? YES or NO?” ahihihi RIP friend!
41.Big time meal time! Im happy that my roommates has a big appetite same as mine!
42.INDOMIE pancit canton –a life saving meal here in Saudi!
43.7days, maher,rani and other al marai products FEVER!
44.IQAMA done…
45.Gaining weight day by day! Ugh!
46.Hair split ends, can we just split up?
47.The chicken pox ladies (grace and maeb)
48.The “yah walad” haircut of maebelle courtesy of ate erma the hair cutter!
49.Yes, finally we all have laptops now.. and we are the so called girls @ the hallway trying to catch our 2nd love afaqshamel and now our forever love hotel55
50.para kaming ewan, naisip nmin na lagyan ng cubicle ang wall nmn n my nasasagap n signal..heheheh limited access lang kc ang meron kami
51.Fen hamam? Naala2 nyo pb na kung san san tayo gmgamit ng CR para maligo?
52.My bangs are gone!
53.Weekly refilling our bottle of GIN, @ awad’s W.C. water refilling station!hahaha don’t forget your gauze to cover it before you open the gripo!hahaha
54.Cno n nga ung maka MASA jan? ung MASAndal tulog? Anytime, Anywhere, just closing her eyes. Then it’s done, she’s taking her nap na.. peace maeb!
55.How many canned goods we’ve opened until we finally settle and cooked our food!
56.Calling our family every minute that we can just because there is a promo on our new simcard! But now what? Every week or a month or nothing!
57.Getting used to the aroma of the peepz here! Gradually we can conquer our fear of kili-kili power!haha
58.Trio’s are going out…watta hot day it is.. 1st time to go to bank and xempre uubra ba na ndi kmi mgpicture? Un nga db napagalitan tau nung lady guard at pina delete nya to? Pasaway tlga tayo guys!
59.And we invade HERFY… Masaya n kmi ng lagay n yan! Naalala nyo pa ung udar baito na crew dun… tamang gago lng eh… tagal ntin ngisip kung take out ba xa! Ahahhahaha
60.Natatawa ako pag naala2 ko kung pgtwanan ntin c dulal dhil deads n deads xa ky mbel.. aun deads n nga xa! RIP again friend!
61.Ang cinnamon naming mahal.. pag ba pumunta ng kadi mall ibig sabihin mg ggrocery lng? Ndi b pwedeng dahil bibili lng kmi ng cinnamon?hahahaha
62.Ang walang kamatayang pancit, rice and 2 ulams ng panda foodcourt!
63.Ang pag page ni AK in the middle of the night and asking only 1 non sense question! Damn!
64.PRIYA JOHN is the name… a very bubbly girl who captured our hearts… we love her, we can see ourselves In her… (im a liar, don’t believe what I told)hahaha
65.Going out again.. trio’s are back.. but now going to Saudi council office
66.And then we met “Khalid” (giggles)I bet you guys, you will not forget the prim and proper guy at the office… ahihihi I don’t know if we are shy that time or just got starstrucked  on him… oh Khalid!hahahha
67.Himala… ang bait ni ali the driver! Nauto namin mgstop sa SUBWAY… so like it! First time din naming tumawid ng kalsada huh! Afraideeeee!
68.Eh kamusta nmn ang chinitong c kuya s subway???
69.July 10 – maebelle’s big day.. woaaahhhh lots of food to chew in! burp…burp…
70.JIZAN WANNABEE’s ang mga baklitang rumampa sa clinic… take note ngpapicture pa tayo grace s kanila just when we knew that they joined arab’s got talent! (kala nmn nyo ke gaganda nyo)hahahaha bitter?! ( asalamalaykum repeat 3x)
71.Remember the days that we are helping ahlem(punong bantay) to pack her things for her vacation? Honestly sumakit likod ko kka tape ng box nya! Ok lng kc ngpamana nmn xa ng isda!hahahaah
72.Eh ang panunuod sa MBC na paulit ulit nmn ang movie?
73.How about the jabbowackees video eklabern ni maebel?
74.At ang pag session natin sa mosque para manuod ng WOW MALI? (maki-baka,, wag matakot) naala2 nyo p ung pngttawanan nting guy n navictim ng wow mali?haha
75.Ang repeat mode na chikahan natin about s mga kautuan sa pinas?
76.Ang pag skype alatul ni ate erma with her family
77.RAMADAN na… don’t tell me to do fasting! I will kill you all!
78.Wow ang mga sisters my getaway! Sa dagat! Yacht ride all we can! Ang mga sirena lulusong sa dagat? Very frustrating that we’re not able to swim there!
79.Our biggest smile knowing that we’ll ride on a yacht … oh no.. I mean a speed boat instead…
80.Wearing our new colorful tarja from maebelle,, thanks to that.. coz we look good on pictures!
81.Ang madamdaming pageemote sa bridge! In memory of dulal!
82.Ang pag babad ng paa sa tubig.. masabi lang na ngdagat!haha
83.Ang pagsulpot ni AK s resto at ang pag kakilig ng mga sisters!hahahahaha
84.dinner @ al hyatt hotel (all star cast ito)haha
girls: doc let’s take picture together AK: sure,
Girls: nakapwesto na, naka smile na, wait. Sno taga picture?
Yah hamad..mumkin?
Misfer: took picture twice! Wise ka ha!
Girls: behind our smiles? Kabado! Modir ba nmn ang inutusan! Cut salary na yan!hahaha
(do you want to know what we looks like in the photo? We’re like prince charming and the dwarfs) funny!
85.Kahit tustado at pawisan sulit ang Ramadan2011, ryt girls?
86.Team violet @ Ramadan + colorful tarja
87.Duty time @ Ramadan was memorable, im with dr.ahmad and the rest of the sisters when a heavy rain pours down.. very rare to experience here in Saudi,, as they say, anlakas tlga ng ulan!hanggang sa parang masisira na ang clinic s lakas din ng hangin at habang hawak ni doc ahmad ang pinto para ndi bumukas!
88.Ang pag agos ng tubig na kulay milo sa aming kwarto… parang na landslide ang drama!
89.At nang dumating ang KAPITBAHAY –dyreen aron
90.Our biceps/triceps got toned up because of that heavy 5sr gallon of water and pouring them to smaller container!
91.@ the mall: pag cnbing smile, smile! Pag cnbing pose, pose na! bawal mgpicture… candid kung candid! (click)
92.Grand slam queen: sister of the month ms. meheybel kadayowna (ATFAL)
93.Ang French fries na isang dekada na sa fridge!
94.Baking betty crocker cake mix to our self proclaimed oven!
95.ang master chef na c ate Barbie always  prepare food for us… ang yummy moist cake, banana cake, cassava cake, leche flan, puto and a lot more
96.ang TEAM TUNISIA kung mka greet nung bday ni AK… kilg lng ah…! Ahihihi
97.si ITAY, at ang walang sawa sa pagpintas s aming medical director!
98.Ang” all is fair” na hatian ng aking team mates sa aming foodams
99.Ang pag ka jelling s mga peeps d2 n nka IPAD,TAB,IPHONE etc.. edi kau na rich! Pero kau pa din ang mabaho!
100.Gawing studio ng pictorial ang straja ni doc ali
101.First week of the month complete pa ang stock but in the end parang ni ransack na ang frige!
102.Addiction to puto pao, kuchinta,biko,suman at siopao!
103.Snap shots sa laptop! Lahat ng frames at themes ittry.. and especially that one shot of maeb that looks like bebang and a hydrocephalic kiddo!
104. C eewoks naala2 nyo pa? at ang unforgie scenario nila ni grace (the naked truth)
105.at ung lahat ng solo pix ko sana sa dagat, nakasingit nmn lagi c eewooks!
106.Mangarap man tayo’t magising! Oo girls ndi tayo s abha mgeexam at ndi tayo mkksakay ng cable car, like what the peeps @ SC office told that “what do you think of jizan?”
107. Review…review..review… chos!
108. Memorizing  the “alah lu akbar” to pass the exam! LASIM!
109. Seaside before taking the SC exam… it make sense.. we all PASSED! Khit galit n c ali nakuha p nya kmi dalhin sa dagat!
110. And my co-trio finished and passed the exam while im still answering those… oh men… that was nerve- wracking!
111. Pls carved this in your heart, a signboard that saying “jazan twice as beautiful”  and pls spread the word jizan…- looser place! I mean a beautiful place!hahahahaha (sarcastic)
112. “Sister mafi smile” oh yeah cge edi wag.. and the end product? Aun muka kming OFW deportee’s sa SC certificate nmn
113.Our first Friday duty together (august26,2011)
114.our EID MUBARAK party taken at bahay ni awad… september1, 2011
115.party rockin’ after eating
116.the very CONTROVERSIAL birthday blast of ate erma and grace!
117.A fun,colorful and loaded party though it was such a huge mess after that!
118.new phone of miabel lez go testing it! Anyaman!
119.loyal na loyal nmn tau sa baked chicken!
120.ang maja blanca ni ate erma na pagka talap talap!
121.Inflation of balloons at nebulization machine… very resourceful isn’t it?
122.ang sleepover’s ni malik at ate Barbie
123. olive oil is good for cooking, but for us? Applying unto our hair weekly is better!
124.WAXING TIME! Umbra kung umbra… yalah kanya kanyang sulok na pag Thursday night, ubusan ng prescription pad itey!
125.cleaning time doesn’t requires a schedule or an assigned peeps, for us… do what you want to do. We are old and responsible enough to see what the do’s don’ts here are!
126.shampoo time inside the room…. Mostly ate erma and maeb do the moves…
127.nagtiis sa basag na salamin.. at ng umasenso na aun nkbili n ng bago!
128.ayan na.. my kurtina na cla ate erma at grace!
129.then we start buying things for our CARGO!
130.ang ilang beses na pagbili ng dim light.. puro made in china lng nmn kc
131.maubusan na ng talabiya ang GP wag lng ang room nmin..hahahaha
132.ang pag gapang ni ate erma at maeb sa ilalim ng bed
133.ist time to go @ souk dakli : panic buying sa tig 1sr –d2 lng keri ng budget eh
134.super pagtawad sa aming sling bag! Achieved!
135.sa mga kwento ni ate Barbie, umasa kmi ni maeb na my makikita kming exhibitionist sa souk!hahaha
136.just because we have a new speaker, we watch a scary movie and turned the lights off… aun kapaan sa pagkuha ng chips n drinks!
137.”pls be careful with my eggs” yan ang drama pg ng grocery… mabasag na lahat wag lang ang hawak na itlog!
138.ang masarap at mainit na fries sa horaibi
139.sa kamsa-kamsa ang saya-saya!
140.Naala2 nyo pa ung my isang gabi na ngsayaw2 tayo s harap ng istigbel? To burn fats dw chorva! Chos!
141.Ang paglagay ng hena ni ate at maeb! Euw ambantot!hehe
142.Ang mara clara marathon ni grace at ate erma at iba pang teleserye
143.Kami na ang talentadong pinay! Kaya nmn lahat, mgluto, magtahi, mging karpintero, at marami pang iba….
144.We learn to discover all different kinds of food here in KSA
145.Eto na ang Shawarma, tamiya, kahbsa at kubos!
146.“almond scenario” who would forget about this??? Na touched ako s pagka thoughtful ni grace at inoffer nya skin ang almond nya..and the sad part is my isang umagaw nito.. ambilis… naisubo agad ang almond! Cge ikaw na c the flash!
147.Tuwing my party s taas. Tanong ko lng.. nahihirapan din b kau kumain s maliit at plastic na plates? Kc ako oo.. hirap nmn kc ng situation don! Tsk..tsk…
148.Ang malakas na usapan ng mga ipis! Na immune na din tau! Music to our ears na…
149.Pictorial sessions sa ayada ni mbel
150.Ang belly dancing lessons ng mga ipis! Go ate! Ikaw ang panlaban nmin
151.Ang improvised na shoe rack by ate erma
152.Cno ang kulang ang undies? Aun oh my naipit s washing machine! Ahihihi
153.Cnong addict sa “ni hao, kampamilya, ang nkaraan sa my binondo giril” hahaha memorize ko na  yan!
154.Parang bakla daw c xian lim huh! Chos! Kung mka like nmn ngayon!hahahaaha
155.Kate middletone and prince harry’s wedding.. updated kami jan ofcourse
156.Say goodbye to our comforters! Say hello to our new bedsheets ehem.. Hand-sewed made itey!
157.Ang bedsheets nmn na pang JS prom ang drama!
158.That 1 tray of eggs that has lots of maggot’s in it! Kaderder!
159. Ang kwarto nming mukang ukay-ukay pag labada time…
160.When one is taking a bath someone will shout: “pls paki-spin p ng isa ung dryer,,,tnx”
161.I don’t know if how many times our kitchen and bathroom was being fixed
162.Ang daily weighing ng mga sisters before mgduty…hahaha I don’t care!
163.Ung pagtawanan lahat ng wrong spelling s mga signage ng clinic example: for meen, for ladiesse, house made, blead cut,responciplity at iba pa
164.NURSES are eco-friendly and very resourceful, ang gawing condiment container are stool and urine collector, gawing organizer ng supply ng food ang box ng IVF,bond paper, at kung anu anu pa,ang tongue depressor gawing spatula at spoon and fork, ang handle ng mop gawing sampayan, blue pad pag my period, self sealed paper lagayan ng food..
165.Ui, my wall clock n din kmi….. tik-tok-tik-tok!
166.At nang my pumasok na nilalang sa aming madilim na lungga… oh yes me and grace was sleeping then, and one guy enter our room as if he wants to get laid and sleep at ate erma’s crib!
167.How about that one person who locked me at the room with no lights… only the fridge is my savior!hahaha ang dilemma ko dhil ang dilim ah!
168.Wear your abaya and be ready! Packed dinner for whoever had their Friday PM duty… “A” for effort… parang kindergarten lng.. my dalang baon c yaya!hehehehe
169.“Caught in the act” –ilang beses n din tau nahuhuli ng modir na nkiki wi fi sa hallway.. wapakels kung Makita taung nkashorts lng!ahahahhaa and I remember 1 time na itong c mbel ngng speechless n lng at ndi na nakuha png warningan kmi n my tao pla.. buti n lng andun c lamya na ng gerger sa S…haha
170.Ang pag vvacuum ni maimona habang tayo ay may ka skype! (ingay lng)
171.Ang pag IV infusion kay maeb at grace! Saudi n din b kau?hehehe
172.Ano ba? Maxado nmn tayong ngpanic na ala ng malath kaya abot ang pa check up at pa prescribe ng gamot!
173.Pag off my kakaibang trip! Ang lagyan ng nail polish ang mga spoon and fork! Effort!
174.Eh ung I cover ng aluminum foil ang gas range?
175.At gawing tabo sa CR ang pitchel… (clever)
176.And the hardest part was forcing to take a bath! OMG! Bt ba ang tatamad ntin maunang maligo! Sapilitan?hahahaahahah
177.Ang advantage ng merong bluepad pg my period!
178.Eh ang pag explode ng pepsi at pag shampoo ng floor ni mbel? (kulet! Ayaw p kcng maniwala n sasabog un)hahhaha
179.Ang alimango ng boypren ni grace!
180.Jollibee,kfc,dunkin donuts,krispy kreme,polvoron!
181.Eh ung ngmaganda pa ako na aq na bahala mgbayad s counter.. un pla ala ako pera! hahaha
182.If one will say, ui umuulan s labas… takbo agad sa mosque! Excited?!haha ambon lng nmn
183.Ang maling akala ni maimona… na my “turab” ate erma kasalanan mo yan!ahihihi
184.Ang paulit-ulit na pag submit ng papers and docs ky misfer na mafi fayda nmn… ubos na pix nmn kaka wala mo..grrr buti n lng free ang pg photocopy!hehe
185.Sa sobrang thoughtful ni grace, ng iwan xa ng slice ng “kudu” para merienda ko… my note pang nklagay “chet sayo to” ang sweet db? Pero feeling ko my pusang kumuha nito… ayoko mambintang pero feeling ko pusa ang kumain nun!hahahahahahahaha ngtaka pa ko sa kasweetan ni grace at isang maliit na piraso ng chicken ang andun s box.. kala ko un n tlga un!
186.Ai biglang napasigaw! Ang “spongecola” asa dubaione ow kamon!
187.Ang paranoid na c mbel ngpa ECG sa GP!
188.Ang Ramadan schedule ng mga sisters made by itay! Aun oh ung ky grace turned into “greess” at ung sakin correct! Bleh:P
189.Ang tuwang naramdaman kapag ang katabi s picture ay ang mga “pana” –aysus ang puputi lng oh! endorser ng kojic?hahahaha
190.Hoarding ng pinoy foods s horaibi… (dingdong,boybawang,oishi, luckyme pancit canton etc..)
191.Tikoy,langka float, veggie lumpia,pancit at macaroni and 4 bottles of barbican for our OCTOBERfest…
192.When pedring hits our place, im happy and thankful for all your support guys, not financially but I know u still have care and concern at me! Chos! Drama!
193.Friday is “spa day” yey time to pamper ourselves with hair creams, body scrub, waxing, nail polishing, face mask and a lot more… that’s why we love off days!
194.How about roaming around @ the adventure land during salah at kadi mall? Enjoying much the playplace as if we we’re kiddo’s
195.Naala2 nyo nung ng CPR tau, katabi ntin sa table c aziza and ngpix tau.. tpos lately lng ntin napancn n ksma pla xa kc parang kumot na itim lng xa sa likod ntin!hehe
196.Ang makulit na pictorial sa ayada ni ate Shayne.. my video pa ha…hehehehe
197.Saudi national holiday.. white and green theme! Banderitas all in! Aun oh excited taung mkigulo sa chorva nila… dapat dw nakasuot ang corsage ng king.. euwness! Tatakbong mayor? Hahaha oh well ngenjoy nmn tau kakapintas at kakalait ng mga pipol n nkacostume pa! ahihihi
198.HAJ off days! Yey mall time! Bigtime!
199.CARGO’s done packing…  al hamdulilah! Napagod kami ni grace kakapack at dalin sa baba ung mga box! Macho gurls!
200.Remember one day na ang baho baho sa clinic nila mbel and all of a sudden lamya told that its all because of one big rat,,, and that’s not the end of the story,, behind that is a ridiculous conclusion of lamya, namatay daw ung daga because of delivery.. severe bleeding factor? Hanep sa imagination eh oh! ROFL.. naman! Wagas!
201.Every time there is an upcoming birthday to anyone from our family; a cause for a celebration! A mini treats for our loved ones in pinas,a simple foods to prepare and yalah CHOWTIME!
202.If there is any new things or events or foodies and goodies.. 1-2-3 click! Take pictures and post on fb! Something to be proud of kumbaga!
203.A wrapped up of birthday celebrants and parties since we moved in here…
204.Doing night duties together with grace are just like as if we’re two parrots hungry enough for some kwento’s to talk about! Alang katapusang chikahan…
205.Ang pagka busy nating apat kakaview ng pictures natin at ieedit pa…
206.Ang pagkain ng “parota beef” ay hindi biro! Ooohhhh ahhhh ooohhh ahhh h hang anghang oy! Pero antalap!
207.Ang mga padala from ate lerma.. excited ang lahat to receive what we’ve requested!
208.C ate erma at ang kanyang mahiwagang gunting! Dami clients, asensado ka pa ngaun my Briton na ngpagupit sau.. thumbs-up!
209.PAUNAWA: mawawalan po ng tubig bukas… maari po lamang ay magipon na ng tubig pampaligo! Ahahahaha ganun pla d2 sa bahay ni awad parang as tondo lng.. squatter ba kmi at ang poor sa tubig! Anyway may tubig o wala nagtutulakan pa din nmn kming maligo!hahaha
210.Ang pag invest ng kumot,unan,bedsheets at kung anek anek pa!
211.Pag my nagkasakit, sunod sunod na…like hello! We’re living in the same,room same ceiling, same wall, same everything kaya!hehehe
212.And the best thing is kung asan ang isa, andun ang lahat! Kung ung isa mgluluto sa kusina, lahat din pupunta sa kusina at mgkkwentuhan… we so love being hyped from each other!  Laugh till we drop! Kahit nakahiga na.. chikahan pa din! Hanu ba yan!
213.During wound dressing use fishnet on the headpart(looks like a bank robber wearing stockings) and autoclave tape if plaster are not available!hahahaha wagi!
214.Nang makilala ni priya c Pikachu(chet) at majinbu (grace)
215.Aba aba miss dyreen aron mukang npapadalas ang iyong pagbaba sa aming maliit na kwarto ahhh… nakikikain ka pa! kapalmuks!
216.TRENDING TOPIC alatul : MOH
217.All saints day. C ate erma ngtulos pa tlga ng kandila! Sosyal!hehe
218.Sayang kasi ndi natuloy ang Halloween party ntin.. dami p nmn ntin plans na mga costumes and preparations!
219.Malamig na ang simoy ng hangin… DECEMBER is coming…hohohohoho lots of gastos awaits us!
220.Busy na ang lahat para sa xmas party… yuhoooooo e kami ng mga roommates ko? Petiks lng ah!hehe
221.“acnepuncture” –madalas na gawin pg day off.. tanggal stress, tanggal blackheads and whiteheads…hahahahaha
222.We’d like to inform you guys that we offered services like: hair cutting, hair waxing, body scrub, pore extraction, henna-ing, hot oil, nail art and other food services..hahahaha
223.When we went shopping we secretly bought gifts for our monita downstairs maliban pa s kris kringle sa taas..
224.Chatbox: “snu kaya nkabunot skin?, gusto ko ung ano!” hay anu kaya irregalo ko s nabunot ko? –these were the seldom words you would hear from all the sisters, mga 1month na trending topic to..hehhehhe
225.Yey! Meron n kming “xmas tree + xmas lights + our pix wrapped as gifts”
226.Before we’re telling that this xmas tree is somewhat like a confession room in PBB… and we chose to vote 10points for dyreen because of ransacking our room and especially our foods!
227.Nilipat na ng pwesto ang xmas tree, asa labas na.. para pg ngkainan my picture underneath with it… so cute!
228.Oooppppssss I almost forgot to mention that we have a “parol” hanging on our ceiling.. am I so proud that we found a parol here in KSA? Actually not because if you could only see what it looks like.. OMG it was a vintage parol maybe it was a trend then before,,, dekada 90’s pa ang design..aysus! but no choice kesa nmn ala kming spirit of xmas d2!
229.Preparation for the secret xmas party with the Indian and masri sisters
230.Our kris kringle that’s worth 50sr –so cheap as you may think yet so heartwarming! chos!
231.Everyone is excited to randomly pick up whose name will be their monita! (they call it xmas friend as priya told us)
232.And we’re so grateful that they kept their lips sealed from others..
233.And to discover that priya and jasmine that they put their stuffs/gifts on jas clinic so that no one will notice them going downstairs wearing their party outfit
234.“A” for effort to lamya and aziza coz they also prepare themselves to the party! TALBOG!
235.Borrowing  all their jewelries and using their make ups feels like we are Imelda marcos in the making… especially madam Barbara!hahahahha
236.Straightening the hairs of priya and jasmine was a big task! It took so long! Peace!
237.While planning to start eating… yalah.. some visitors came and ofcourse they are so welcome here!
238.Gift giving time! At ang best in wrapping…tantananan… goes to ate Barbie!
239.Everyone is happy receiving gifts… it touches our heart that even though were like prisoners here..we still able to manage homesickness especially during holiday season!
240.C malikh obvious na hindi Masaya sa nareceive nyang gift! Super cry ang lolo mo sa toycar na bigay ni mbel…
241.And all are laughing and teasing about the crazy stuffs they received!hehehehe woah.. watta blessed, fun, and happy night it is…
242.Nang makilala natin ang nilalang na c “DENGUE”.. honestly you gave us happiness, you gave us the reason to smile and laugh everytime we’ll mention your name!
243.DENGUE, Naging IDOL ka nmn…  inspiration na pwede pala ung ganon(secret n lng ntin to guys) basta.. napapasaya mo kami… hahahahahahahahaha
244.Sobrang inggit tlga kami sayo dengue as in! kung pwede lang na I follow ka nmn sa twitter gagawin nmin!ahahahha
245.And I remember everytime na we make gossips about someone especially when the topic is all about dengue, someone will say “magsimba nga tayo,, magbawas tayo ng kasalanan” ahihihihihihi (I just cant help but to laugh again)
246.Ang paglipat ni mbel sa atfal… awww! We miss you here na.. sorry that we are the reason why you choose to sleep there, alam mo nmn matindi tlga kmi s puyatan!hehe
247.When our deepsleeper babes moans while sleeping… we all wonder how good her dream was! (anu nga kaya ang gngawa ni mbel s panaginip nya?) –just curious!
248.Then finally grace is bothered and asks as right away that if we heard someone snoring? I mean moaning…then ate erma and I laughs then we told that it was mbel…
249.And “MOJA” was born, our pet here! So huggable and cute!
250.Malling time again… busy to find a gift and busy what to wear on our xmas party (upstairs)
251.On each room we have corresponding  tagnames or team,,, and ours was “PIGGY PINK TEAM” coz we are PIGGY and our costume is PINK… were proud to be a PIGGY PINK TEAM!gogogo
252.Excited na ang lahat, xempre madaming foodams , games and prices! Woohoooo career kung career ang gagawin nmin jan..
253.Before our party we are so toxic that day because lots of patients came because there is estitiary… all are tired because of preparing food and duty…
254. Busog-lusog to for sure, lots of foods to dig in… piggy pink team prepares chix imbutido and chix barbeque.. nom nom nom
255.Ang ating first client for hair and make up is ate tin…. Her curls make her more girly!
256.Exchange gifts na… den chibugan na… I just received a pink polo shirt from Giordano
257.C ate rollyn ndi tlga papaawat maging star of the night! Ahihihihi
258.PARLOR GAMES na… even if our place is such a mess to play in it (I mean no space kasi) it seems like all sisters are happy enough just to share their laughs and energy on the game!
259.Ang bumangga, GIBA! Make way for the piggy pink team.. were tough enough to join all that games! Bring on the pricez teammates!
260.Change outfit pa ang drama! Xempre pnghandaan nmn ang xmas party! We’re aiming for the best team for the night!ahihiihihih all same pink shirt ang porma! WAGAS!
261.Were all STUFFED and BLOATED from what we ate! All you can hear after are BURPS from our mouth!
262.And all are dead tired now! Why? Simple! Just because if someone is holding a cam all are striking a pose! “oh solo ni ano(name mentioned)” punta nmn lahat! Kaya ala manlang solo pix nung xmas party! Lahat group pix! Lahat headshots! Oh well we enjoyed it much! Really!
263.Paguwi ng room my take out pang food oh.. then all are having their own set of world! Uploading time at lappie! TAGS….TAGS!
264.Ang pag ingat sa mga bagay o gamit na dala pa nmn galling pinas.. knowing that we still need to be stuck in here for 2yrs… wag mag invest ng kung ano ano.. un un!hahahaa
265.C maebel, nakakasurprise nmn… she gave her gifts na for us! A super early gifts… and ang nkktouched pa.. ala manlang wrapper! Ang sweet db?! (kalat lng dw kc s cabinet nya kaya binigay n nya gifts nya) adik lng!
266.Ate erma gave us some cute sling bags! Love it!
267.Grace gave a big red mug! Saktong pang kampay to!hehehhe
268.And me? Oh so soory guys coz I didn’t buy anything for all of you… so sad!
269.Ang alatul na pagkaisahan an gaming kapitbahay na c dyreen!hehehe peace!
270.Ang paghanap ni grace sakin ng future bf ko dun s mga sherika patients..
271.Ang pagprotest ni ate erma ky yatot dhil xa dw ang mgduduty sa GP one time!ahihihihi
272.Ang pag exercise at walking nila ate erma,grace at dyreen, bsta ako uupo lng at kakain! BAS!
273.Cla kordum, turki,turash, karunakara and many others…. Pinasakit mo ng bongga grace ang bangs ko kakatawa sa kanila…
274.Still remember how many times a day, a week or month that you inserted an IV but bulge? Hahaha d2 aus lng kahit ilang insertion na! keber! Practice makes perfect!haha
275.E ung suki nating mga artista na winner sa pag acting cla husnia, ung lolo m grace sa PT, baba yahia, baba ali sheba, at ang ndi mamatay matay na c BADER Hassan?
276.Sbi ni bader kulo sister “hawa” –sabay buga ng laway!hahahaha lesh malesh!
277.@ GP, every day we are discussing reproductive system, the favorite topic of priya!hahahah
278.How about the GP sister’s corner??? Saya diba.. minsan my love exam pa tau… ubusan ng quotes at banat na ippost sa paper!hehehe
279.And when fatma mohd went together with shahana at the stock room? Laughtrip! Bongers!
280.Ang “HADIYA” box ng mga GP sister… pag puno na.. buy na agad ng foodies especially that super yummy 5sr pizza! Wagi!
281.Woooot lapit na mag 2012.. everyone is excited to embrace the good vibes of new year! Xempre my plans n nmn ang piggy pink team! (lafang)
282.We celebrated our new year party a weak ahead,,, dami na nmn nakain ng alaga kong bituka.. hmmmm…. Sarap!
283.Eh ung mg videoke at mg limbo rock para Masaya!
284.Ang “labamba” version ni mbel the best!hahahaha
285.As usual papaawat ba ang tropang 2nd floor? Opkors meron n nmng kainan after that.. oh God so bloated n lng palagi!hehehe
286.Sabi ni jojo kumain daw kami ng sugar before mgduty para pang kontra sa toxic ng duty, aun me,ate Barbie and grace kumain nga.. hinayupak,, ndi kami nkaupo manlang sa sobrang dami ng census! Aysus jojo san mo b nalaman yan? Tsk tsk
287.Wow! Meron kaming npkalaking upo at papaya galing s bf ni grace at ang latest na binigay ay talong!
288.Ang nkakaumay na PUSIT! Para kaming my factory ng pusit… everyday naming ulam ah..hehehhe
289.Naala2 nyo pa ung after our new year party ng kulitan sessions tayo sa hallway at ngpictorial ng bongga! Kundi lng tayo pagod nun for sure mas madami pa tayong pix na nagawa!
290.JUMPSHOTS  is equals to mastery! Hay ang hirap tlga ng buhay! Need na tlga ntin ng SLR with stand para ndi n tau mahirapan s jumpshots!hehe ang liit liit ng space sa hallway pero nakuha pa ding mgjumpshots! So love that night! SAYA!
291.Sayang were not able to make countdown for the newyears eve! Kc nmn my duty pa and ndi nmn nmin ksbay mgcountdown ang family nmn….sniff** but we celebrated it with a bang! And a fireworks display! Wooosssshhh fireworks display dw oh! E isang sparkling candle lang nmn meron kmi.. buti n lng nag iwan ako ng isa nun!
292.“pinay festival” –cnong ndi excited?! First time pumayag ang mga modir na lumabas kami.. aun excited ang lahat sa mga games and other physical activities regarding that said fest,  my kadang-kadang, marathon, maze et al.
293.Ready na ang lahat.. all bags are packed! Food are in, rubber shoes will do the moves, gotta wear our sunglasses on…ready for some strenuous thing ahead for us…
294.Wow were surprised because outside there is one big pink shuttle bus to hitch us… woooottt super mega pictorial pa sa bus na feeling ngaun lng nakakita ng bus! Hahahahaa or maybe were just happy na atleast for once ndi kmi siksikan sa van!
295.Here we go! Where here na @ king fahad hospital… oh-oh we smell something fishy goin in here! And were right.. “expect the unexpected” ndi na to mauulit.. na frustrate lang kmi ng bongga!!!! Oh well ok na din coz the al emesians set the fire on stage! Go for the gold!
296.Yey so happy that there is FROYO @ kadi mall.. its so good @ yo-good! Nomnom!
297.FEBRUARY it is.. even though I don’t have February on my calendar… were still excited to celebrate love month for the broken ones “single’s day”..ahihihihi chos! And for the menu heart shaped choco fudge brownies and cassava cake, baked chicken, tuna carbonara, crema de fruta.WINNER n nmn ang piggy pink team!
298.Ang gawing clay ang dough ng pizza…ahihihi cute and weird but so delicious!
299.At ang bagong hideout… ang sherika office… hay sa wakas mejo masarap na ang pwesto pg ng nnet, para lng kming asa net café! (opentime po) at ang mg1yr na taung nkki wifi lng… (tipid mode)
300.Nang dumating ang bubuo ng araw mo –dr.pogi gamal at ang sisira nmn ng araw mo –dr. ali berikat(estitiary) hahahahaha my pahabol.. c talong isa ding heartthrob!
301.ksama natin ang towel ng baka sa pag buo ng pangarap mbel…ahahhaha kc nmn ndi nmn akalain na ganun pla ichura nya pg ndi pa luto! Now we know!
302.ang pgdating nila baby nooran,omar at jana!
303.nang malasing kami sa cravings nmn ni mbel sa SISIG! Solved! Tagay n lng ang kulang!
WORDS TO PONDER:
304.The key where?
305.Awol mara mushkila?
306.That’s disgust(pertaining to balut)
307.small but big!
308.why I care?
309. Why are you hiding sister?
310.Who making like this?
311.guli bye bye
312.When you coming there, no talking! Tooooooo much thinking!
313. Atilo ringer, buscopan, brimbran,
314.big liar dey…dey….dey…(dakika)
315.she’s he? you sit here, your eyes there!
316.shikandi, nam kyahe, udar baito
317.LATEST:  sister prepare the bike
318. where’s my cattle? I want the yellow color!
USAPANG TAMBAY 101:
319.ang madalas at walang katapusang kwentuhan ng mga tambay sa 2nd floor!
320.Anong kwentong pasko? New year mo? Ang masaklap pa nito anong kwentong VALENTINES mo? Pakshet! Change topic!hahhahha
321.E ang kwentong moa ni mbel?
322.Ang mga “M” sa lovelife ni grace
323.Ang sweet n unique love story ni oyib?
324.Ang simula ng kwento ni ate erma at agom?
325.Ang one sided love story ni priya?
326.And opkors ang the best na hook up and break up ni dyreen aron!haha tagal oh!
327.Paulit ulit na pag reminisce ng mga stories regarding family, friends, school, colleagues, work and lovelife! Awwwwts!
328.ang nkkpagod na paulit ulit na cnsbing dadating ang MOH.. kapagod na mglinis oy!
329.ang mga pag impersonate s mga nakakatuwang bagay or peeps. Example cla “luis at maria” “anselmo”  “Katarina” “papa chen” etc…
330.ang next na ihahandang food tuwing Thursday night!
TRENDING topics ng mga BAZONKERS (crazy people):
331.ARJOYS
332.MOH
333.Dengue
334.Wacky and funny experiences during duties
335.Teleserye and movies to watch out for
336.ang listahan ng mga bibilin after my vacay
337.Al emies hosp issues
338.Bad influences topic
339.Ang pag set ng goals s susunod na step ng aming life!
340.and the  places where to go next!
Advantages of living here in jizan: (meron ba?)hehe
341. meeting new friends--à I mean my 3rd family ^.^
342.cheaper cost of living
343.food products ay WAGI!
344.wagas din ang kikay stuffs!
345.ligo, charge, bake, spa all you want! (freebies)
disadvantages: (eto ang madami)
346.ALLERGIES and FATS (gaining weight is such a mess!)
347.stretch marks and cellulites and who would love getting PIMPLES?!
348.no pork diet!
349.hairfall, dandruff and dry, scaly rough skin (redundant?)hehe
350.english carabao na nga nging worse pa
351.opkors away from our lovedones.. anyway free txt nmn s pinas!
352.BOREDOM and HOMESICKNESS
353.Few off days!
354.were like PRISONERS here!
355.our flat is not that good! Honestly..
356.ang lovelife set aside! Grrrrrrr……
My THANK YOU’s
357.ERMA  my ate,thank you for being our ate here,and all your motherly advice, thanks that you always told us that uve become a lot younger then because of us.. thanks coz ndi ka ngssawa na paglutuan kmi ng food, thanks for ur concern about our health and others… and thanks for being there in our duties eventhough we don’t have the same area of concern, and when it comes to shopping and gala time I appreciate ur care for us..ur overwhelming support for us (mbel,grace,me)
358.MBEL  my babes, thanks for being so walad like me…  all our stupidness, craziest and out of this world activities and doings. Thanks for our neverending kwentuhan while we’re eating our merienda, our BOYS who never failed us to feel the “kilig” factor khit masyado na tayong ASAlizing s knila!hmnmp at tnx n din dhil hinahawahan mo ko pag ngbubunot ka ng patay na hair!haha tnx for being my bed-mate d2 sa taas! Kaclose na ntin ang wall at ceiling!hehe thanks kc khit ndi ka tga GP ngeeffort k din na dalawin kmi s baba para mkpg ututan smin dun!
359.GRACE my pakner in GP, thanks for being there always,  really, when we’re together on duty ay nako lahat na ng nkktawang bagay at tao napagtawanan n ntin!kaloka! naala2 mo ung mga times na alang katapusan ang tawanan ntin pg ksma ntin c priya at te Barbie.. thanks din for the VS lipgloss..oha 1st na nareciv ko un d2 s KSA,hehe thanks din sa support mo for my lovelife!hehe
360.DYREEN n OLIVE my kapitbahay, thanks sa lagi nyong pag visit sa maliit naming kwarto!hehe I really enjoy your company, thanks for not being defensive even if my jokes are so mean sometimes…thanks for being always our back-up when it comes to….(you know)
361.ate Barbie,malikh and others.. thanks for sharing your stories of love,life,work,family and FOOD xempre . honestly its not hard to get along with you specially when it comes to duty, we learn a lot from from you guys, all our laughter and joyous moments are priceless! thanks also for being an “ATE” for all of us
362.PRIYANING na praning, thanks also because you opened up your self to us and same us ours… I cant imagine that you are what you are right now! Don’t blame us!hahahahaha ur a fast learner!
To sum it all up… lemme just say a lil more…
363. THANK YOU guys for sharing your stories with me… were jiving on our differences…. For showing care and concern onto each other.. thank God that were not able to share a lot of tears here… Our meaningful conversations and even the non sense stuffs that we talked about, the laughter that ill forever treasure, I can say that I didn’t got bored much because of you guys… even though we talked about the same topic everyday, everytime were together (for God’s sake) still we didn’t got tired and sick seeing each other every minute everyday!
364. You’ve been there for me on my ups and downs mode, you’ve discover my weaknesses and accept my mood swings… you’ve known me well even with or without MASK… even shared my dirty lil secrets in life…  and giving me injections when I am sick! I consider my life as an open book –anyone can read, write,learn from it… and im lucky that you all browsed on my pages….
365. 365 pages of my life here in KSA has been so good to me.. thanks GUYS!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY !!!! 1 MORE YEAR OF TIIS-GANDA AND WE’RE READY TO FACE THE  REAL WORLD AGAIN!...


>>>>>> lovelots...... CHET <3