rushing up

waaahhh still i dont have the guts to finish it up... what will i do?! im so fed up! help me oh pls! ****fingers crossed!

How to Succeed at Being in Your Twenties Without Really Trying

Have kick ass friends. This is definitely the cornerstone of success in your twenties. You need to be surrounded by awesome people who tell you, in detail, how awesome you are. You need people to take you to awesome parties and introduce you to potential love interests. Kick ass friends bring you the joy that is laying on your couch and rehashing the night before, holding your hair when you puke at the club, and telling you its probably going to be okay when “lawyer dude” doesn’t call. 

Realize you are invincible. You always hear people complain that young people think they are invincible, use it to your advantage. You can get in anywhere for free. You can meet anyone. You can do anything you want to. There are consequences, sure, but if you’re smart you’ll realize people in general have bigger fish to fry. Fly under the radar and you are golden.

Ban the babies. Your high school friends will have weddings (fun) and babies (not fun). Enjoy the babies in the privacy of their homes and move on. You still have the rest of your life to worry about your kids. That girl at work who leaves at 4:59 each day to pick her kids up from daycare isn’t doing it because its helping her career or because its getting her laid or because its fun. If you have kids, be a good parent. If you don’t, exhale deeply and fill you brain with more important things.

Be a bitch. It’s time to get what you want. If you aren’t happy at work, make yourself happy. Ask for what you want. If you don’t get it, find someone who will give it to you. You aren’t a pushover anymore.

Drink a lot. This is the last time in your life its going to be socially acceptable for you to drink a lot. Enjoy it. Make a few bad decisions, but not a lot. Make sure you’ve done at least one crazy thing, so you feel accomplished enough to close that door behind you.

Learn the minimum amount of skills. Learn how to clean, and do it. Learn how to have a positive balance in your checking account. Figure out who you will call if you have an emotional breakdown. I’m not asking for complicated Excel spreadsheets, just do the minimum. This is enough to become an adult. For now.

EMO

i can't say or write anything now.. im not in the mood to write what happen this same day a year ago... its just that FEB16 is FEB16.. that's it for now! GTG.. i wanna scream!

WTF

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ME,MYSELF AND I...... THE SAD PART IS?? IM STILL ALONE! ARRRGGHHHH

Flight Out

ohhhh its my first time to leave the country and can you imagine its also my first time to ride on plane!hahahah funny it is.. and it's kinda awkward because yes im leaving but its just at SAUDI.. kingdom of saudi arabia make way coz CHET will paint the town red! grrrrr...

mixed emotions! speechless,teary eyes, weary heart.. ugh! its a conservative and strict place. do you think i can manage to live there for about 2yrs? without a friend or any one i known for?! very big dilemma! yes im strong.. funny that i didnt cry nor no tears fell on my cheeks... i cant explain,,maybe its not a way my family is... we are very open that one day we will all leave mom n dad... not to mention that my mom got very emotional when they brought me to the airport.. what's behind that mom? maybe you thought that if ill leave oh your headache against me will lessen up..lols.. i know all my family are concerned about me.. despite of all the news spread on air that there are wars on the place im up to.. they still trust me that i can go without them....so blessed and happy!

here we go... oh God.. of all the date... why it was dropped on my birthday?

here now at the airport...

it's against the light yo.. so dont blame the cam!hahahaha

I've met new friends and colleagues, we are 13peeps... they are all nice! thank God!

and then on my seat... whew! it was kinda narrow huh? i cant put my bag in place! or maybe my bag is just too big!hahahaha

and the FA approaches us! we're leaving in a few minutes and im nervous that i would spit out same like when i was a child! euw!

and the most unforgettable thing is... when the FA ask about what meal we like..
FA: mam, chicken or lasagna?
US: lasagna ( with excitement) then kabooooommmm... it was not lasagna that we all expected! argh dammit that lasagna thing! it was just full of potatos and others! hate it!


then we arrived @ Riyadh airport..yes its still my birthday here! yipeee...
very cold ambience...i admit my weakness to cold places.. brrrrrr....
almost 6hrs we are here waiting for our next flight to Jizan..

TOUCHDOWN JIZAN...
(ai eto nb un?) first question i have in my mind.. and the driver picked up us... ohhh the van was awfully smelly! eto na... saudi n nga ito!hahahahaah

i was surprised that it was just a polyclinic and we thought that they would bring us to a hospital setting! oh well at some point here i wanted to quit! this is not what i want... but im here though.. i can do this...

the nurses are good.. as usual Filipinos are known to be hospitable.. but the accommodation is not as i expected! it looks like "andrea's dormitory" only! (hindi din ako nalayo sa pinas) hahahaha

and im hungry.. time to fill my growling belly... CHOW!

to be continued........................

my 24th: bon voyage!

i dont know if its going to be a memorable one... an exchange of sadness and happiness is felt... yes im leaving.. im leaving on my birthday! arrrghhh in so many dates why it is to be on april first? can i just have a lil moment with my fam to cherish before i leave? thanks to my fam that they early prepare and celebrate my special day.... they know what my heart will melt for... a CAKE! and i love it! i dont want to cry because im leaving them.. its just that i want them to be more relax and happy that ill be going to take the risk alone and away from them.. being dependent, i think!hehehe

and at the day of my departure.. before the sun rises up, my leeks family surprise me outside.. they prepare a small table in front of our gate then they sing a happy birthday song... my eyes are full of tears that i dont want that tears to drop! then we eat together at that very minute before we'll leave to manila... im very happy for that.. i can see that they are very supportive of me at any point of my life.. i just so love the people around me!

BON VOYAGE! have a safe trip to myself!hahahahaa

FAM @ fiesta

                  it's our routine that every last sunday at the month of march we'll celebrating the fiesta of sta.rosa. and i miss already my nanay and tatay preparing food and entertaining the guests.. our relatives from manila.. usually this is the form of a reunion or a family getto since we didn't see each other often, that's why we always treasure this one big day..

                  but for how many years we are celebrating it with a sadness in our heart because unlike before all our cousins from manila are present during fiesta.. maybe it;s just that we are all grown up and have their own different lives already.... only some of our lola and tito's are able to came.

                   anyway im still happy that eunice,botchok, ninang grace and the rest of us still stick to each other.. even if there is a gap between dadi toto's side we can still tend to manage the situation...

             after spending a lot of times eating at our round table... its time for a photo teasers!

last haircut!

march 25,2011 DORA the explorer was born..hahahaha i wonder why im addicted putting bangs nowadays... not even look good at me right? but still you see im happy being a kindergarten once again!hahahahaa and im lovin' my hairdo now.. more easy to manage and it gives me confidence to deal with people.CHOS!

see my pix before?hahahaha

a night of tiggy

after my session with 2kmol that day.. here comes the bebe's at night mode @ select. Feb and March has been a jam-packed month for me... i only want my few days and weeks here in cabsy with my family and friends..

and as usual fajardo hits and run in a few minutes... my curfew?hehe 

me and ethel staying up alone for a long hours of chitchats and serious matters...

ooopppssss but a lot of goofing around the area.. to kill the boredom 

after the pictorial session? yes were tired.. poor tired feet they are..

now ethel's dad is ready to pick up us and will send me home.. awww last bonding moment with my gurl ethel!

SUNSET

wanting the SUNSET so badly.. and yes we explored it.. yey! really, its so fun to see the sun goes down!

parang nadadalas ang punta natin sa SELECT mga pare ah...

food trip + jaw exercise = fun fun fun again!

and xempre we dont forget to bring our food to share with.....

nom..nom..nom...

eto na sunset time with my friends.... nice cam gee.... nevermind the cam of ire!
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march 20, 2011

UKAY day with ire!

ire is here that's why we are making the most out of it... and that's because im leaving soon also! (tears)

alang duda sa house pa din nmn ang tagpuan.. then gora na!

                                       our fave hobby? UKAY- UKAY sa burgos..
                                       we love gettin hit by our own sweat!

<<<<======== then chillax and lunch dine @ mega!

                            we dont really like staying long @ mega that's why we went to ipic... and after some walks and window shopping we sat and eat again.. oh what kind of stomach we have!

@ ipic food court.... winner ang pancit!

when an "irish" friend came

 Wow ang ofw  na si irish olanda bondoc pinauwi? Or pilit umuwi? Hahahaha

We miss you ire pero parang ngaalangan kmi sbhin sa iyo yan dahil ala kaming nareceiv na khit anong pasalubong mula sa najran… hahahha oh well namiss k tlga nmin promise.. the way you laugh, the way you cheer us up and just the way you are.. chos!

And of course san pa ba ang tagpuan? Kundi s leeks lng.. loyal buddies ng leeks club!

Eto ang bunga ng Saudi ni ire.. nice cam ire.. ang linaw hanep! (sarcastic)

welcome home irish!

SLUMBER PARTY of BEBE's

after my getto with 2kmol the night came so foggy and moist... we have to prepare food for our sleepover and my early bday party and despedida @ ethel's crib (march5,2011)... i can't help it that for sure ill be missin' my good old friends way back highschool days.. indeed, they shaped my life and became a part of it as my journey goes along..

as part of our sleepover we tend to buy facial mask and unfortunately nothing is available at the market.. we just only bought a good pair of sleeping wear.. but we called it an "ob charity suit" hahahahaa

                                 COLLADO....FRANCISCO....FAJARDO....FAJARDO

yes it is donut's! who cares! thanks for these awesome treat for my day bebe's
really lurve it... specially the candles that i blown!





CHOW TIME + KAMPAY = one hell of a chatter box! ang iingay, kukulet, gugulo pag my amats na

i dont want to end this night that is full of kalokohan.....

ill miss you guys.. thanks for your neverending love, patience and support all this time that we were together, through thick and thin, we haven't got to see each other everyday but i know all the times that i need you all you'll be there as soon as you'll reach me... ILY gurls

tagpuan

unplanned getto again... here @ edna's cakeland this gloomy afternoon.. merienda time with my 2kmol friends gee,miko,kath and joyce at the same time... actually i have a date with my bebe's this day, i mean a sleepover for my despedida chorva.. later ill post...

the photographer? ehem miko jose is the name!hahaha

the usual food that we love to order here are lasagna,bake mac, carbonara, iced coffee or green tea

sylvannas, so yum siopao and moist cake! aww that's soothes our belly! yum!

the official cat and mouse of the century.. meet tom and jerry!

i will miss you both my dear fellas!

TRIO

hanging out with my all time old friends..this two are just so fun to be with.. i love them most that's why we call ourselves TRIO... partners in crime, joy,sadness,laughter,movie trips, liar mode, laitan trip, L trip... never ending joyride and food trips....

CALLE DOS turned into katabing kalye ng calle dos. 

                                                   

then we went to SAGRADA FAMILIA MEMORIAL CEMETERY hahaha watta trip.... we just want to see the sunset but it still early thats why we are tanned out! but were very happy... lurve!

and after that we went to IPIC namen! wow this is it..leveling nmn kmi at ng shakey's pa... chos!

and after some walk @ the mall.. were craving for something again..hmmmm... ICE SCRAMBLE!

and it doesn't end here... next location SELECT gas station.

it's late already and we are still chatting..oh God watta jaw exercise it is... BTW thanks guys for this wonderful day... really enjoyed it much.... and thanks miko for spending another few hours with me because im waiting for someone!hehehe thanks coz you didn't leave till 11pm at 711 crossing! (march 23,2011)

3 lil pigs

a day with my mom and sissie waaaaahhhh is this really happening? hahhaha my flight is yet to come that's why my mom i dont if she is sad orhappy because im leaving them..hahahaha no more angry veins in her neck every time im at home... less yelling... good thing her mood will lessen up..hahahaha honestly mom.. are you going to be sad because im leaving? no wonder maybe at some point only..hehe but then i will miss you both!
lovelots....

FEB14 the love month?

                     actually i dont celebrate valentines day but as long as i remember if that day will come im always with my friends... hanging out...making this blue day a day of laughter and gas problems..LOLs  why? maybe we just want to celebrate it with a free heart and soul (oh well the fact is we dont have a lovelife!!!) haahhaha making excuses! hmmmm

                      today, me and kath are having our medical @ manila.. as preparation.. we do fasting from 12mn till we arrived in manila.. oh gosh we're so hungry and you know exactly how big the capacity of my belly... hahaha i hate this agency! argggghhhh

and we are apart for almost a day and we got to bumped with each other maybe 6pm @ gateway with a stressed and haggardly face.. and to mention our flat bellies because of hunger! and look at this girl she is my date this valentines day! i hate it! so fed up kath.. every year na lang oh.. hahahaha peace! and the sad part is whenever i go i always saw many people i mean couples holding a bouquet of flowers, a big teddy bear or some balloons.. bitter isn't it? and when riding on the LRT and some lovers teasing, hugging and kissing each other.. oHHH demn... i wanna cry with bitterness! hahaahha


>>>eating this loaded plate from "world chicken resto" makes us happy then.. then back to reality in a few moments.. 5star bus via cabsy here we go!

and to end this day... i can say HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
feb14,2011

CLARK getaway!

one of my unforgettable escapade this year... actually its my dream also to ride on a hot air balloon.. sadly, i did not.. but i was able to see how they flies... and i love it..

this day feb 11, 2011 was supposed to be my medical, but i insist to go here instead... im with my mom,sis, tita, tito and my bebe xyq..

its 6am and we are ready.. all things packed up.. ehemm our baon of course...

our team was to wear a plain shirt...hahahaha only an excuse because we dont have a good outfit for real..

after exposing to a sunny fest.. picnic is next... so tiring but then we are well rested after we stroll @ the centennial garden.... few hours to go until we will hitch xyrus @ school... 

paikot-ikot sa nayong pilipino... luckily our mother sun is cooperating... geezzzzz so hot in here!

playin' with my lil sissie....

oha kung mkaemote lng ang dalawang lola oh...

and lastly our fave SM city pampanga.. quite small but fun to stroll around... and of course our brownies unlimited bags! nom..nom....

whew! i can't explain... damn so happy because i know that in just a span of time ill be leaving them for a while...

gettin' f*%#ing FAT!

"STOP HATING YOUR BODY" -article from yahoo

Accept! You’re pear-shaped, so what? Everybody is supposed to be unique, to look different from the next person, so why fuss about that outstanding sexy shape you have?

Detox! Do you stare for the longest time at magazine covers, wishing that you had the exact same body as the cover girl’s? If these images make you feel bad about how you look, then, stop it! Instead, look for inspiration in the lushness of Renaissance women or other art or images that you can relate to. Your figure may be the exact replica of Botticelli’s Venus Rising!

Body love. (Thinkstock Photo)

Undress! Dare to be bare and stand in front of the mirror. Talk to your body! Acknowledge your flaws. Know that everybody has them. Realize that your flaws are part of who you are and it’s what makes you interesting and original. Understand that no one else will appreciate ALL OF YOU but YOU.

Move!  Have you wanted to try that new yoga workout your friends are raving about? Go for it! Enjoy your body. Push it to its limits. Talk to it while you exercise. Encourage it! These things help in making you love your body more. Think of it as bonding with a friend. You’ll be surprised how far you can go, all by yourself!

Prettify! You wanna rock a cropped 'do? Wear short skirts? Be all dolled up? Do it now! Don't wait until you lose 5, 10 or 15 pounds to start dressing up. You deserve to look good and feel good about yourself right this moment. Don't do it for others. Do it for yourself because you’re beautiful, fabulous and worth it!

Negate the hate! If you are like some girls who like bashing their bodies in front of others just so they can be reassured and feel better about themselves, then you’re only fooling yourself. How you treat yourself will be the benchmark of how others will treat you. Besides, who wants to be around someone who’s so conscious and whiny all the time?

Celebrate! Delight in how every woman is shaped differently. Be generous with compliments. The more we admire and call out the uniqueness of others, the more we realize that a woman’s body is not meant to be standardized. And, the more we open ourselves to positivity, we lessen the room for body criticism. Wouldn’t it be a better world if women didn’t have nasty things to say about each other’s bodies?

DEMN

grrrrrr... bt di ako mkpgcmula? san ba una? pano? and then? hayyyyyy i hate this...

too long... TULONG!

wew... its been 6mos since the last time i updated my blocked blogsite.. and im afraid that this will get dumped also... mushkila hada... now i will focus on you again.. ohhhh so many memories happened this past few months... how can i recover???Arghhh this is your fault "translator" kundi k sana arabic language edi sana naopen ko ulet ung site na to.... DEMN ya.... anyway ill try to reach my goal again... see yah :P

5 THINGS

1. You Might Regret Falling In Love. You’ll remember what it was, what caused that moment where you placed one foot firmly in front of the other rather than what your brain was telling you to do: run. It was a precarious choice you made. You bet the farm and won, or lost. You’re in a dive bar now, miles from home. You’re telling people what it felt like to move that kind of capital. Maybe you are crying, maybe you’re worse for the wear. You might be one of those people that “don’t have regrets,” and so you’ve woven a serendipitous realization into your story. People like to hear stories like that. It could even be true.

2. You Might Regret Quitting Your Job. Your job is cushy and safe. You know how to inch forward along the treadmill- how to flatter the right people. You know that the evil that you know is better than the evil you don’t know. You’re comfortably good enough at a job that is good enough. You leave the nest again and again. It can’t always work out.

3. You Might Regret Sleeping With that Guy. You don’t know his middle name, maybe not even his last. He’s just so… hot. He knows what he’s doing and your brain is so far out of your body. In the morning you’ll think “I am not the girl my mom raised.” The cool story he impressed you with will seem like a lie. His clothes, messing up your floor, are only highlighting the mess he’d add to your life.

4. You Might Regret That Drunk Text. It could be that coworker you have an inapropriate crush on. It could be lashing out at the friend who annoyed you earlier. Anything you’ve ever wanted to say is at your fingertips and your impulse control is shot.

5. You Might Regret Being Ordinary. You don’t inhabit the realm of shiny magazine people who wear ironed clothes to work everyday. You don’t even arrive on time. These people seem to have been adults their whole lives. Probably you aren’t exceptional at anything. That’s how ordinary works, most people have to be completely unexceptional. From time to time, when you are in a rut you will wonder if you could have avoided this fate. You could have studied harder in school, gotten into a better college, really applied yourself. Maybe your parents could have paid for art lessons.

an ordinary girl who just want to have an extra ordinary life together with my super extra ordinary friends... hope my gray life turns into a colorful one someday... (feelin blue) :-8