It makes me wanna
hate to fall asleep because of dreaming.
Daydreams are better
than of nightmares that make me BITTER!
Is it really
necessary to actually see you on my dreams? (over and over again) there’s a
saying that if someone tend to appear on your dreams, meaning “that” someone is
always thinking of you or the contradiction of that is your now ready to let
them go.. what’s the sense? Still cant figure it until now!hehe I thought I may
be the one who always thinking of him that’s why he always appeared on my
dreams!
(and that was creepy).
You’re making me
sick, for whatever reason for that, I don’t know! After all we’re nothing but
nothing!
(sad face)
Yes I admit some regression
and jealousy, but hoping for their happiness, they should be doing that for me
in return!hehe see I didn’t bother to confront them! (Biatch)
But how will I beg a
“karma” for both of them, if God knows im the only one who hoped and assumed
that
we have something goin’ on?! So hard to expect! The worst is ive already
lost him!
Woah sometimes I
wanna jump into a creek, take a deep breath and cry out loud at the dessert or
to simply scream to the wind saying: oh geeezzz why I felt like this?! We were
nothing?! I just do hope and wished that if every time im gonna think of him
he’ll be choked to death to remind him of me! LOLs
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