EMO

i can't say or write anything now.. im not in the mood to write what happen this same day a year ago... its just that FEB16 is FEB16.. that's it for now! GTG.. i wanna scream!

WTF

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ME,MYSELF AND I...... THE SAD PART IS?? IM STILL ALONE! ARRRGGHHHH

Flight Out

ohhhh its my first time to leave the country and can you imagine its also my first time to ride on plane!hahahah funny it is.. and it's kinda awkward because yes im leaving but its just at SAUDI.. kingdom of saudi arabia make way coz CHET will paint the town red! grrrrr...

mixed emotions! speechless,teary eyes, weary heart.. ugh! its a conservative and strict place. do you think i can manage to live there for about 2yrs? without a friend or any one i known for?! very big dilemma! yes im strong.. funny that i didnt cry nor no tears fell on my cheeks... i cant explain,,maybe its not a way my family is... we are very open that one day we will all leave mom n dad... not to mention that my mom got very emotional when they brought me to the airport.. what's behind that mom? maybe you thought that if ill leave oh your headache against me will lessen up..lols.. i know all my family are concerned about me.. despite of all the news spread on air that there are wars on the place im up to.. they still trust me that i can go without them....so blessed and happy!

here we go... oh God.. of all the date... why it was dropped on my birthday?

here now at the airport...

it's against the light yo.. so dont blame the cam!hahahaha

I've met new friends and colleagues, we are 13peeps... they are all nice! thank God!

and then on my seat... whew! it was kinda narrow huh? i cant put my bag in place! or maybe my bag is just too big!hahahaha

and the FA approaches us! we're leaving in a few minutes and im nervous that i would spit out same like when i was a child! euw!

and the most unforgettable thing is... when the FA ask about what meal we like..
FA: mam, chicken or lasagna?
US: lasagna ( with excitement) then kabooooommmm... it was not lasagna that we all expected! argh dammit that lasagna thing! it was just full of potatos and others! hate it!


then we arrived @ Riyadh airport..yes its still my birthday here! yipeee...
very cold ambience...i admit my weakness to cold places.. brrrrrr....
almost 6hrs we are here waiting for our next flight to Jizan..

TOUCHDOWN JIZAN...
(ai eto nb un?) first question i have in my mind.. and the driver picked up us... ohhh the van was awfully smelly! eto na... saudi n nga ito!hahahahaah

i was surprised that it was just a polyclinic and we thought that they would bring us to a hospital setting! oh well at some point here i wanted to quit! this is not what i want... but im here though.. i can do this...

the nurses are good.. as usual Filipinos are known to be hospitable.. but the accommodation is not as i expected! it looks like "andrea's dormitory" only! (hindi din ako nalayo sa pinas) hahahaha

and im hungry.. time to fill my growling belly... CHOW!

to be continued........................

my 24th: bon voyage!

i dont know if its going to be a memorable one... an exchange of sadness and happiness is felt... yes im leaving.. im leaving on my birthday! arrrghhh in so many dates why it is to be on april first? can i just have a lil moment with my fam to cherish before i leave? thanks to my fam that they early prepare and celebrate my special day.... they know what my heart will melt for... a CAKE! and i love it! i dont want to cry because im leaving them.. its just that i want them to be more relax and happy that ill be going to take the risk alone and away from them.. being dependent, i think!hehehe

and at the day of my departure.. before the sun rises up, my leeks family surprise me outside.. they prepare a small table in front of our gate then they sing a happy birthday song... my eyes are full of tears that i dont want that tears to drop! then we eat together at that very minute before we'll leave to manila... im very happy for that.. i can see that they are very supportive of me at any point of my life.. i just so love the people around me!

BON VOYAGE! have a safe trip to myself!hahahahaa

FAM @ fiesta

                  it's our routine that every last sunday at the month of march we'll celebrating the fiesta of sta.rosa. and i miss already my nanay and tatay preparing food and entertaining the guests.. our relatives from manila.. usually this is the form of a reunion or a family getto since we didn't see each other often, that's why we always treasure this one big day..

                  but for how many years we are celebrating it with a sadness in our heart because unlike before all our cousins from manila are present during fiesta.. maybe it;s just that we are all grown up and have their own different lives already.... only some of our lola and tito's are able to came.

                   anyway im still happy that eunice,botchok, ninang grace and the rest of us still stick to each other.. even if there is a gap between dadi toto's side we can still tend to manage the situation...

             after spending a lot of times eating at our round table... its time for a photo teasers!

last haircut!

march 25,2011 DORA the explorer was born..hahahaha i wonder why im addicted putting bangs nowadays... not even look good at me right? but still you see im happy being a kindergarten once again!hahahahaa and im lovin' my hairdo now.. more easy to manage and it gives me confidence to deal with people.CHOS!

see my pix before?hahahaha

a night of tiggy

after my session with 2kmol that day.. here comes the bebe's at night mode @ select. Feb and March has been a jam-packed month for me... i only want my few days and weeks here in cabsy with my family and friends..

and as usual fajardo hits and run in a few minutes... my curfew?hehe 

me and ethel staying up alone for a long hours of chitchats and serious matters...

ooopppssss but a lot of goofing around the area.. to kill the boredom 

after the pictorial session? yes were tired.. poor tired feet they are..

now ethel's dad is ready to pick up us and will send me home.. awww last bonding moment with my gurl ethel!